In a wind's breeze

2010-05-28T13:02:00.000-07:00

2 weeks....

2010-05-23T01:01:00.000-07:00

It has been a two weeks since my semester break started. So many things have happened in between the two weeks time...

Last Friday, on the 14th of May 2010, 7.40 a.m. my beloved father, Allahyarham Tn. Syed Mohammad B. Syed Mohammad Ali al-Bukharie has passed away on his way to the hospital. He died in my arms, right in front of my eyes, 4 days after I came back from the University. He died at the age of 86 years old after 44 years of marriage with my mother in 1966.

Today, his death has been two weeks and two days. We'll all miss you...May your soul rest in peace and is placed among the Solehin....

Yesterday someone offered to check for my final exam result even though the result should only come out next month...so my result was actually leaked out. ^_^

Anyway, I am so happy to know that I still manage to get into the dean's list even though my CGPA is not as high as it usually was. and what surprises me the most is I got an A+ for management accounting! Thank You Madam Laila! and also an A for Statistics, thank you Ms, Zurah and an A- for basics of entrepreneurship, tq Mdm Faizan. ^_~ the rest is lame! dun wanna talk bout it. hahaha...

Anyway, my practical will start tomorrow at Pertubuhan Peladang Segamat Tengah. Dunno what I'm gonna have to do and I'd be doin it alone since I'm the only one doin my practical here, so all the best to my self!

Me and my emotions...forever....

2010-05-07T04:14:00.000-07:00

Two days before my final paper..which is management accounting..My carrying marks are not that good, still, I manage to beat the rest of the two classes. Haha..I just got lucky for the last quiz I guess.

Anyway, tempted to see my friend have started packing his stuffs into the boxes to be sent to our "new house", I packed mine too. ^_^ Even though I haven't opened my accounting books yet. I have no idea what's gonna happen on the day I'm gonna sit the paper! (Please God make it easy! Please!)

I'm just too tired of being in Jengka. The environment. My current room mates. They've sickened me enough! I need new air....miss my home. I really need to be with my self and settle down slowly. get some peace and serenity...

A few days ago,I met someone. Someone that have all the characteristics that I've been lookin for. He seems perfect..Masculine. Handsome. (but not so handsome like model look or anythin, he's just nice for my eyes to look at) and he's friendly, nice and also an animal lover. he doesn't have a great job. he's not rich. He's just modest and ohh I just don't know how to say about him. All I know is I can't sleep at night thinkin of him....he's too irresistable...someone so perfect to be mine...but the truth is, i could never have him...

And also...I'm so damn tired of studyin things that I don't like. So I've decided to do something that I've always thought of doin which is majoring in Teaching English as second language. I guess life would be so much better then...

Today and tomorrow.....

2010-04-15T11:34:00.000-07:00

It's 2.28 in the morning...I've just finished studying for my statistic test which is gonna be on tomorrow evening....
and thank god I've finished the business plan that should be submitted tomorrow before 12 noon!
The final exam will start next week...my 1st paper will be on the 22nd of May which is basics of entrepreneurship...and straight away the next day I'll have another paper...secondary crop production and both are factual type of subjects! My brain is so gonna be jammed with facts!
Anyway...I think this semester I've been slacking off a bit....too much leasuring around cuz I was kinda lost of aim...There's so many things that I wanna do...and I wish I could do it all....
I think I've seen what I want...and I'll try to get it....

Jaja oh Jaja...kau sungguh baik!

2010-04-11T02:16:00.000-07:00

Semalam, Bob atau Ja'ah yg sering aku panggil dgn nama manja "Jaja"(huhu...^_^) singgah ke bilik aku...Jaja ni bukanlah kawan rapat aku...tapi dia ni kawan yg baik...setip kali die singgah ke bilik aku, aku mesti rasa happy...haha...sebab die nie ske buat lawak..tp jrg skali menyakitkan ati aku...

so, smlm die nmpk aku mengadap laptop mcm biasa...dgr lagu arab aku...so die suh aku bukak kuat sket...then die kata, "ko mesti hafal kn lirik lagu nie...". then aku ckp, "eh, x lah..sket2 je...sebab lagu nie aku baru download..". "Cuba ko nyanyi...". katanya. Aku pn nyanyi la sket....then die kata kat kawan aku yg jugak berada dlm bilik aku smlm, "eh, suara dia ni kalo nyanyi lagu arab memang sedap ek...agaknya sebab keturunan die ada darah arab kot..." Secara jujurnya Jaja, aku rasa begitu teruja mendengar statement kau tu...Itu menunjukkan yg minat aku x sia2...mwahahahaha....and tak lupa jugak, Jaja jugak kata muka aku ada iras ngan Joseph Attieh! buat kali ke berpuluh kalinya! Aku sgt suka mendengar kata2 itu! Mwahahahaha......^_^

Angan-angan...atau Impian....?

2010-04-08T09:04:00.000-07:00

Hurm...dlm entry kali ni, aku nak cerita kat korg tentang...angan-angan aku...atau impian aku...

Kalau korang nak tau, sebenarnya aku minat sgt bidang seni...maksud aku seni suara, penulisan dan lakonan...

Aku suka sgt menyanyi...lagu Melayu, Inggeris, dangdut, Hindustan, semua aku nyanyi...dan baru-baru ni, aku tergila-gilakan lagu Arab...especially lagu-lagu artist Lubnan mcm Joseph Attieh, Chayma Helali and Nancy Ajram..

Kalau korg nak tahu, inilah Joseph Attieh...Penyanyi Lubnan yg menjadi Idola n pujaan hatiku....haha...

Tadaaaa!....smart x gambar yg aku edit nie? Aku ske sgt2 gambar nie...yg kat sebelah kanan tu of course la aku!

Ni pulak artist2 lain yg aku ske jugak...

Ini Nancy Ajram...penyanyi nombor satu timur tengah...jugak berasal dari Lubnan....

Bagi aku,alunan irama muzik arab terlalu indah ...dan bait-bait kata dalam lirik lagunya sungguh mengasyikkan dan mempesonakan...^_~

Kata kawan-kawan yg rapat dngn aku, suara aku sedap...aku tak tau la...mungkin kot...haha..oleh sebab itu..aku nak cuba jadi penyanyi...mungkin bermula sebagai penyanyi kelab...atau aku akn cuba nasib dalam mana-mana rancangan realiti...entah lah..aku rasa kalau ada bakat, apa salahnya cuba nasib...mana lah tau ada rezeki kat situ...memang x dinafikan aku x pernah masuk mana2 pertandingan menyanyi setakat nie...sebab aku rasa belum bersedia lagi...dari segi fizikal mahupun mental...ada beberapa perkara yg aku kena ubah...barulah aku akan mengorak langkah...menuju ke destinasi seni....^_^

Perkara pertama yg akan aku lakukan ialah DERMABRASION! ^_^

X sabar dah rasanya nak hilangkan semua parut2 jerawat yg mencacatkan kulit muka aku nie....!

And after that...aku nak g gym! Yes gym and diet!

Tp korg jgnlah salah faham...bidang nyanyian cuma minat...Impian aku ialah nak berkecimpung dalam kerjaya sains...sebagai penyelidik, perawat, mahupun pengajar....^_~ Semuanya bergantung pada ketentuan takdir...

2010-04-06T09:29:00.000-07:00

Hello, hello...after a while, here I am, back on the track.

I just didn't have the mood to write before this...was busy with the business plan for my Entrepreneurship subject, busy with engineering assignments and presentations...some stupid relationship that has ended...sigh...had too many things on my mind...unnecessary things...haha...

Anyway, as usual, I wanna share with u guys what I have in my mind right now...

Recently I've been thinkin about my Degree. Well, this semester is gonna end very soon and early next semester I'm goin to apply for my degree...but I'm thinkin of takin a semester off and try to look for a temporary job for the moment being.

I think I need some time off before furtherin my degree. Need to collect some more money .I dun wanna burden my family anymore and I also need to prepare with certain material needs...haha...I've always wanted to buy a digital camera cuz I love takin pictures and not havin one makes me feel so bad... : (

Other than that, I've laso planned on doing a skin treatment. Hell yeah! Skin treatment!
You know what? I'm damn tired of havin a skin full of acne scars that makes me look like a monster! I mean, even my family kept sayin that I really need to do sumthin bout my face. So, here's my decision. I'm goin to work temporary for about six months and get around RM6,000 and I'm gonna do what I have to do! and of course I must save half of it for my degree preparation.

So, I'm goin to apply UPU for the July intake and I'm thinkin of applyin UiTM as my first choice cuz I think it suits me best.
And also, I'm thinkin of Majoring in Biology cuz I just realized that it is the thing that I love most in this world and doin biological research would be a great profession for me. Lecturing is also a good option...haha...I've been told that I'm a good presenter in presentations...

The value of Life...

2010-02-11T01:03:00.000-08:00

Me riding a horse with my cousin when I was about 8 years old....

Today before you say an unkind word - Think of someone who can't speak.

Before you complain about the taste of your food - Think of someone who has nothing to eat..

Before you complain about your husband or wife - Think of someone who's crying out to GOD for a companion.

Today before you complain about life - Think of someone who died too early on this earth.

Before you complain about your children - Think of someone who desires children but they're barren...

Before you argue about your dirty house someone didn't clean or sweep - Think of the people who are living in the streets.

Before whining about the distance you drive Think of someone who walks the same distance with their feet.

And when you are tired and complain about your job - Think of the unemployed, the disabled, and those who wish they had your job.

But before you think of pointing the finger or condemning another - Remember that not one of us is without sin.

And when depressing thoughts seem to get you down - Put a smile on your face and think: you're alive and still around.

A week before Midterm Break.....

2010-02-08T07:42:00.000-08:00

Finally..the moment that I've been waiting for...after spending a whole month in campus without even once going back to my hometown...I really miss it...I miss my mom, my nieces...my cats...my room...my brother..and gossiping with my sister in law...^_^

My beloved Mom, fav sis in law, and fav brother at home...I miss them so much...

Since my one and only class on Thursday which is accounting has been canceled, I can go back on Wednesday night! Boy, am I glad or what that I didn't buy a ticket earlier...haha..but I'm still not sure on how to get back, maybe I'll just follow where my food steps...sounds dramatic right...
(Anyway,I heard that my Entrepreneurship lecturer wanna hold a replacement class on Thursday...but going to her class is a waste of time! haha...Don't tell her that! ^_~)

Ok, so tomorrow there will be no class but we will have to attend an Entrepreneurship seminar that is sponsored by KFC...and later that night we will have an accounting quiz, so I really hope I can score the quiz cuz that lecturer is so full of expectations on me...Lucky she gave me an A for Costing last semester...

And after that, the closure of the week is the Secondary Crop test on wednesday night and after that, Off toSegamat! My beloved hometown....

Maybe I'll post another entry once I'm home ok....until then, Jaa~

Pelangi dalam gerimis...

2010-02-07T06:15:00.000-08:00

Pelangi di Bandar Pusat jengka ketika hujan panas jumaat lepas...

Hidup ni mmg tak semudah yg kita harapkan...penuh dgn masalah, dugaan dan cabaran...

Tapi kita kena ingat...Tuhan tak hantar Adam ke muka bumi ni untuk bersenang lenang...tp utk menempuh ujiannya...dan mencari keredhaannya...

Tapi Allah itu maha pengasih terhadap hambanya, walau beribu dugaan di hadapkan ke muka hambanya, namun Allah tetap mengurniakan NIKMAT yg tak terkira buat umatnya...

Setiap nafas yg dihirup...setiap sinar yg terlihat, setiap desir yg terdengar, setiap detik yg berlalu..semua ini dan bnyk lagi adalah nikmat Ilahi utuk umatnya...

Jadi aku tak nak jadi hamba yg alpa...terbuai perasaan yg hanya akan merosakkan jiwa aku...sedikit demi sedikit..membawa aku ke lorong2 yg paling gelap dalam hati...

Aku nak lalui hidup ini dgn indah, walau betapa buruk pun ia...Aku nak cuba rasa bahagia, walau betapa tersiksanya jiwa...kerana walau ada segaris luka, masih ada sejuta bahagia...

Aku bukanlah orang yang sangat berfikiran positif sebenarnya...aku mengaku...banyak kelemahan dalam diri aku...tapi aku sentiasa cuba perbaiki diri aku...jadi lebih baik dari yang sebelumnya...supaya orang2 di sekeliling aku, merasa kehadiran aku bagai suatu hawa yg hangat dan menyenangkan... bukan salju yg dingin dan mengilukan....

Bagi aku..hidup ini manis dan indah...kita lupakan segala kesedihan yg dah berlalu...dan jalani kehidupan hari ni dan esok dengan senyuman...andai anda kesedihan yang muncul lagi, hadapilah ia dengan baik, menangislah jika ia buat kita rasa lebih tenang...dan teruskan kehidupan ini hingga di panggil pulang olehNya...untuk memulakan kehidupan yang "Abadi"......moga kita semua ditempatkan di taman2 syurganNya...bersama orang2 yg kita kasihi....^_~ InsyaAllah......

Malam Burung Hantu...

2010-02-07T04:21:00.000-08:00

Malam tadi, nak tak nak, aku pergi jugak kem motivasi utk pelajar2 sem 1 tu...walaupun berat kaki ni nak melangkah malam2 buta...aku hayunkan jugak...sambil melihat langit yg penuh dgn bintang2...indah sgt...

Sesi malam kebudayaan mmg membosankan...x de ape pn yg mampu menarik minat aku...jadi aku pun lepak2 kat unit makanan..mcm biasa...spot lepak kegemaran...dan terdengar sesetengah pelajar lain mengutuk pelajar lain...dalam hati aku...entah mcm mana la aku dikutuk kalau aku tak berada di situ agaknya....

Bila sesi "Burung Hantu" mula tadi..aku rasa bosan sgt...mcm x seram langsung...aku cuba fikir ape yg boleh aku buat utk buat malam tu jadi lebih menyeronokkan...mujur la x lama lepas tu Ekin mulakan drama die...berlari sana sini...menangis nak balik utk "provoke" junior2 supaya jadi lebih lemah semangat...menjadi jugak lakonan si Ekin tu...huhu...

Lepas tu bile aku tgk makin kuat bdk2 perempuan berteriak "Allahu Akbar" makin terasa macam nak menyakat pulak...so aku pun pegi la dekat salah sorg dr dorg...cuba merintih...menangis dan mengilai...tak sangka...lakonan aku pun agak berkesan...mungkin sebab suara aku kot...huhu..so makin lama makin ramai yg mintak aku sakat bdk2 nie...seronok pulak jadinye duk mengilai kat tengah2 ladang pukul 3 pagi...haha...Sampai ada bdk perempuan yg bersilat dan sempat tumbuk aku lagi..haha...tambah buat aku seronok, ada budak perempuan yg jadi fasilitator sendiri yg menggigil ketakutan dgn lakonan aku...haha..ye la, dlm gelap mlm2 buta...mana la nak tau siapa yg mengilai dan menagis kan..haha...kenangan2...

"Kegelapan...malam ini...menyesakkan jiwa"

Anyway, malam td mmg agak seronok jugak la...x la seperti yg aku bygkan...rasa mcm nak buat lagi pulak...tp nk jadi yg tukang sakat la...bkn yg disakat...haha...walaupun penat, sampai pukul 5.30 pagi baru kitorg balik, tp aku rasa puas hati..sbb dpt award dr kawan2 sendiri utk lakonan aku tu...^_~

Yesterday...

2010-02-06T03:17:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was a long day for me...

Right away after Jumaat, I went to the bus terminal to buy my ticket home...Boy was it a damn hot day or what! It feels like the sun rays were pinching my skin! To add up the agony, it turns out that the bus company is still not releasing the tickets out yet...and God knows when they r gonna sell em...If it's sooo difficult I might as well just ride train home...and that would be without a ticket! haha...If I get caught, I'll just pay the fees...that's not so hard is it..? ^_~

Anyway, frustrated with the ticket, I went somewhere else...noticed that my hair is kinda long...so I went to get it cut. and I cut it nearly bald! haha...that's something I've never done in my life actually...and was my friends surpprised or what....haha...

and last night I went to the "Esteem camp" for juniors in the farm as I've said before. It was boring and tiring. All I did there was make some coffee and chat with the girls...maybe tonight I'd have to go again...even if I don't want to...sigh...how boring....

A new breathe...

2010-02-04T11:10:00.000-08:00

Finally! after sooo long I've been gone...without any new posts for nearly 3 months...here I am, back on the track...^_~
It's just that I've been kinda quite busy these past few months...After the exam week last semester I just didn't have any mood to write anymore...until now.

Ok, so here's what's going on in my life...

Tomorrow early morning I'd be off to J-town(Bandar Jengka) to get my bus ticket for Chinese New Year break! and later on the evening I might have to go and have a look at the "esteem camp" that my batch students have to handle..Honestly I'm not really interested in that event cuz if it was me who has to go through all those things, I'd definitely find an excuse not to go. Haha...anyway, since I have to help anyway, so I'd just try to make the juniors feel less depressed there...

Anyway, this weekend is gonna be boring! I'm goin to have two tests that requires reading on things that I paticularly have no interest in..crops and engine! and luckily my statistics test has been postponed to the first week after CNY!!!

Til the nextpost! ^_~

Blurbs for today...

2009-10-15T07:35:00.000-07:00

A week from now, my final exam will start. On the 28th of October I will be sitting my first paper which is Cost accounting...Phew...It's actually quite scary...as usual, as every semester's exam week went through...I'll pull through this one as well...InsyaAllah...

Tomorrow there'll be an event for my course, handled by 3rd Sem students. Would I go? Hell NO! Did they support our event? Which I was the mc?? the answer is NO! So, what the F^c*. I'm not goin. I'd rather sleep or finish my assignments or even better, study for the final exam!

Right now, the only person that I think understands me in UiTM Pahang is Annas Easkey...I really appreciate having him as a friend...I dunno how but he just seems to know what to say to me...thank you Annas...soo much!! Really...u always made my day...^_^
I hope U enjoy those Arabic songs I gave to u...it's nice to have someone who enjoys it as much as I do..n gud luck for you photoshoot this weekend. I'm sure u'd do a great job...AGAIN..haha...

And, this evening, my brother called and told me that he has found a practical place for me. A chicken farm in Segamat...GREAT!! ^_^...Now I dun have to worry bout that anymore...the only problem is...I can't do it alone!! I need someone to do the practical with!! So anyone, please...come with me!!!

No more FARMING!

2009-10-08T22:51:00.000-07:00

It's been a while since I last posted here...
After Raya break, it started to get really bussy...I had to host our event, the SPEAKER, then had to attend DPIM Alumni Dinner, and then Dean's List Night plus with tests, quizzes and assignments bombarding us each day...it was hectic...and I'm sure I did really terribly for the costing and soil management test...= (
I hope it doesn't turn out so badly....and lucky I managed to answer all the questions for entomology test yesterday....stop mumblin bout that! ^_~
This morning was our final field practical presentation. Am I glad or what?! Haha..finally! After 2 years of slaving over the farm, we are now free from it! I no longer have to go to the farm anymore...^_~

Arabic Songs!

2009-09-23T07:30:00.000-07:00

Ok, Raya mood is still lingering, people are still visiting and still got a lot of "Kuih Raya" stock to be served...so my friends and relatives who haven't come to my house yet, please do so if u'd like to... The door is always open....^_^

So, during my spair times this holiday I've been downloading so many song video clips and all of them are arabic songs. I realized that I really love Arabic song! Who cares about those people who judge me....I don't care anymore...^_^

There is this Arabic singer, Joseph Attieh....he's sooooooo cute! n he has such a great voice!!! He's my idol!!!
There's also this lebanese model, Saleh Abdel Nabi, he's sooo masculine! Love him!!

Sayang....?

2009-09-21T07:11:00.000-07:00

"Jangan tinggalkan org yg kita SYG untuk org yg kita SUKA,
kerana org yg kita SUKA akn tinggalkan kita untuk org yg mereka SYG.
Jangan cuba dptkan apa yg kita SYG,
tapi SYG lah apa yg kita ada."

Aku dpt kata-kata yg menarik ni dr sumone... ^_^
x kesah lah sape yg buat, yg pasti aku rasa ianya sgt bermakna...
bg yg memahaminya....

2 hari sblm RAYA!!!

2009-09-18T02:14:00.000-07:00

Pg nie aku teman mak ngan abg aku g beli brg2 persediaan utk raya...bandar mmg penuh sesak dgn kenderaan..nk parking kete pn susah...
kitorg g pasar beli ayam n daging, beli kuali utk masak wajik, n feeling2 pilih bunga hiasan utk ruang tamu...seronok sgt...Nk bli bunga abg aku tanya, "Leh pandai pilih bunga x?", nk bli daun ketupat pn die tanya, "Leh pandai anyam ketupat X...?"dan jawapannye memanglah "X"...haha...
Segan plak rasanya,,nmpk sgt aku patot tahu wat sume 2! haha...mane x nye, aku nie kn dikategorikan "anak dara" dlm family...haha...
So aku pn suruh la die ajak kakak ipar aku yg g bli bunga, kalo x, nk ikutkan cita rasa aku n abg aku, sah2 la rumah kitorg jadi sesuai utk parti halloween dpd Raya. ^_^
Pastu, balik umah je aku tgk kakak ipar aku dh siap pasang skirting langsir n meja..cantiknye,,
mood raya aku pn semakin berkobar2...
Walaupn tahun ni x semua adik beradik beraya kat Segamat, aku akn cuba pastikan segala-galanya tetap meriah, tetap indah...nasib baik Chik sanggup berkorban n stay kt Segamat gak demi mak i pagi raya..tp kesian kak zimah la...kena raya sesorg kt Batu Pahat...sabor ye kak Mah...^_^
Ngah nk balik, tp Kak Ngah dh almost on delivery...dh 2 kali raya die due date bersalin...
Abg Him mmg x nk balik sbb kecik ati, lg pn Kak Zi pn almost delivery gak...sebaya la ank die ngan Kak Ngah...pn nk bersalin time Raya gak...haha...
Uda plak, as usual, lebih gemar beraya di Muar, rumah husband tercintanya...biar lah...
Long plak,..paling dekat, tp plg jauh...aku x kn jejak kaki kt umah die selagi die x ubah sikap n ego die...
Anyway, aku x kn biarkan ape2 pn merosakkan kegembiraan dan kebahagiaan aku dan org2 yg aku sayaNG...aku akn cuba jadikn yg terbaik dlm apa jua keaadaan sekalipn...^_^

aku....

2009-09-14T09:14:00.000-07:00

Aku rasa selama ni aku dah terlalu bnyk mempamerkan perasaan aku pada sume org...mungkin itu sesuatu yg x patut aku lakukan...
Aku terlalu mementingkan tanggapan org ttg aku, sampai aku tertekan, mungkin aku x patut buat mcm tu...
Aku cuba jd yg terbaik pd org disekeliling aku tp keadaan sentiasa jd sebaliknya...mungkin aku perlu...biarkan...dan cuma peduli ttg diri aku...hanya aku...
Aku dh bosan cuba buat org disekeliling aku faham siapa aku yg sebenarnya...
Kebanyakan masa aku cuba tarik perhatian org lain...ya aku akui, aku mahukan perhatian... kenapa...? Aku x nk bersendirian. Aku x nk org rasa aku nie membosankan...
Aku mengumpat supaya org anggap aku tahu segala2 yg terbaru yg berlaku. Dorg anggap aku penting.
Aku mengherdik, melaha,menyentap, kerana aku x mau di pandang enteng dan diperlekehkan...
Aku menggedik, aku bergaul dg pondan, sebab aku rasa dorg la kaum terdekat yg memahami aku, tp x jugak...Dorg ske Glam, popularity,kecantikan, barang2 berjenama , tp aku x ske benda2 tu...sbb aku x de smua tu...
Lelaki...aku x ske kebanyakan benda yg dorg buat. Benda yg dibualkan... sukan, perempuan, sex, motor, kereta sport...itu bkn aku...
Perempuan...kadang2 dorg pn x faham aku, ye la, aku lembut, tp rupa aku x macam lelaki lembut. Jd dorg pn x faham aku ni mcm mana...
Family aku sentiasa mengharap yg terbaik dpd aku, tp x pernah cuba beritahu aku ape yg perlu aku lakukan dlm hidup. Dorg harap aku akan tau sendiri ape yg perlu aku buat, tp aku x tau...aku sesat dulu, dlm mencari hala tuju kehidupan. Aku perlukan bantuan, tp masa tu x de sesiapa dtg membantu...
Tp sekarang...Alhamdulillah,,aku dh sedar, aku dh nampak, ape yg sepatutnye aku buat...
X kisah ape pn, aku tetap aku...
Aku nak menjalani kehidupan yang simple. Pakai t shirt dgn jeans murah. Study bila perlu...tgk movie bila bosan...luangkan masa dengan binatang yg aku ske...(kucing)....
Lepak2 dgn kawan aku dan borak ttg dunia hiburan....dgr lagu dan nyanyi sama2....
Pergi shopping sama2.... Makan luar bersama....
Balik rumah dan luangkan masa yg bererti dgn keluarga....buat mereka rasa kehadiran aku, lebih memberi kesan dr sebelumnya....

My Family Portrait

2009-09-13T08:16:00.000-07:00

X tau la sama ada raya tahun ni family aku akan buat family portrait lg ataupn x....
Aku harap2 sgt ada...Tp krisis keluarga aku skrg mcm x mengizinkan itu utk berlaku...
X pe lah, at least yg tahun lepas pnye still ada...that was the first time kitorg satu family bergambar ramai2 tau...
Even though it's not as perfect as we hoped it would be but still, It's worth taking...
Besar kan family aku...? Aku yg berdiri kt tgh2 n yg plg tinggi 2 la, diapit oleh kedua abang ipar aku...yg kecil dan berjambang putih di tengah2 tu ayah aku. Yg lelaki laen semua abang aku, mak aku yg bertudung oren, n kedua kakak2 aku di sebelah suami masing2. So yg laen kakak Ipar n anak2 saudara yg cute2 belaka...

I love my Family sooo much...

Dihantui kesilapan lalu....

2009-09-13T08:05:00.000-07:00

Lepas berbuka puasa tadi, aku duk sembang2 ngan roommates aku ttg kehidupan masing2 dulu sebelum masuk UiTM ...
tibe2 aku rasa down sgt bila fikirkan ape yg dh berlaku dulu...
How I could let my self be so drown in confusion and drawn back by some difficulties...rasa lemah sgt dulu masa SPM...then bile aku online nie, terperasan plak chinese horoscope aku utk ari nie, katanya, "be easy and forgive yourself for all the mistakes that u have done in the past..." and I thought to my self, "it really fits me...."
Ye la, bila aku fikir2 kn balik, whatever that's happening to me right now is simply perfect for me, God always decides the best for us...So, all I have to do and think about now is Do the best in whatever I do n learn from all the mistakes that I've done in the past.

Minggu yg busy sblm cuti RAYA!!!

2009-09-13T06:26:00.000-07:00

This week seems like it's gonna be really busy!
I have two tests, entomology and management coming right up!
A quiz for major crop!
And an assignment for Soil Management!
Not to forget, I have to really rush for the preparation of our event this semester, the Speaker.

Rasa x de mood langsung nk buat semua nie, mane x nye, minggu nie jugaklah kitorg balik utk cuti raya! Mestilah dh excited nk balik!

Tp nk wat cm mane kn, life as a student...it's always packed and hectic...

Weekend....!!!

2009-09-12T01:51:00.000-07:00

Yeehaaa!! It's weekend time!

I don't know why but last week seemed really long! Maybe because I was tensed up with the costing quiz, and hell yeah I deserve to tense up since I can barely answer the quiz! (Not to say score , I couldn't even imagine how my result is gonna be! Please forgive me Mdm. Laila...haha)

Ok, enough about that...it makes me feel guilty...n "down"..

So, yesterday I watched "PUSH". An action movie starred by Chris Evans and Dakota Fannings. The movie was about a bunch of people with super powers and they are being hunted by a government agency called the divison. It was quite an interesting movie I suppose, with a good storyline and the acting were really good...I think i like it even more than the X-Men cuz it seems more realistic...There are people with telekinesis, clairvoyance, hyper kinesis senses, shapeshifters and stuffs...so, watch it if u like super-power action based movies! You wont regret it! ^_^

I also watched an anime called Chobits for the first time! I really enjoy it! But I think it is more suitable for adults since the anime has some obscene scenes...not suitable for children, besides, the storyline has more of romantic values...
Anyway, the drawings are good, as expected from CLAMP, the persocon (humanoid robotic computers) are sooo cute! I love it!

Oh, it's 5p.m, need to go to j-town and grab something to eat for fastbreaking this evenin...
So, later guys...^_~

Feeling2 Raya tgh2 Malam...

2009-09-09T10:37:00.002-07:00

Hurm, hari ni bosan sgt...aku bangun kul 11 pg (sbb kelas kul start kul 4 ptg! ^_^)...
Sbb bosan aku cuba online tp connection pnye lah lembab...aii...

Lepas kelas g bazaar lg, membeli menu yg sama...dlm penat2 pose nie, terpaksa jugak kami ke ladang menyiapkan ape2 yg patot...buat itu buat ini, x perasan dh lewat sgt, dah la dr ladang tu nk ke bilik makan masa 10 minit,,bergegas balik kolej pn dh x sempat, azan dh pn berkumandang di udara...haha...x pe la,kenangan berpuasa sbg bdk ladang...

Malam nie aku tido agak awal, kononnye nk bgun tgh malam nk study utk kuiz costing esok...(mmg aku mcm nie slalunye...^_~)
Ble bgun je, aku ajak Akim g kafe...seronok jugak tgk suasana kat kafe 2 mlm2...ramai bdk2 sibuk beli makanan nk bersahur...

Ble balik bilik, aku pn update la kalendar, sbb Hakir ckp nk balik pagi Khamis dpn...excited nih! huhu, seronoknye RAYA!!!

Utk balik raya kali nie aku x payah fikir nk bli tiket sbb aku tumpang Hakir n Memira...(the ever loving couple...^_^)

Dgr lagu2 Raya mlm2 nie, mcm2 kenangan kembali menggamit memori...
X tau la ape pulak kenangan yg akn tersimpan dlm memori utk raya kali nie...walaupn setiap kali raya, aku akn rasa sgt2 penat kt umah, tp akhirnya ttp
akn rasa seronok...Ye la, makin dewasa, makin bnyk tanggungjawab...x sama mcm masa kecik2 dulu...

My Friends.....(I LuV U Guyz sOoo mUch!

2009-09-08T07:02:00.000-07:00

Haa, ini lah kawan2 aku kt UiTM...
Kawan2 yang plg baik aku penah ada..... Akim, Alid n Nor.... sumtimes Epul pn tag along, tp aku x de gambo die...(sorry ye pul... ^_~ )

Bila bulan2 pose nie, teringat balik kenangan2 zaman2 part two dulu....nostalgia sungguh... haha...Bnyk betol benda yg dah aku harungi kat UiTM nie bersama dorg...dari MMS lg, smpi la skrg nie...walaupn every now n then we got sum misunderstandings n dissatisfactions, we always pull ourselves together n keep the friendship strong.... (Whatever happens, I just want u guys to know that I love all of u....^_^)

Kpd my Gurl frenz...Azie, Yana, Memira, Dayah, n laen2.... Korg mmg best!!! Bnyk sgt kenangan indah dilalui bersama korg...

Dan Ina Syazana...
my ever best female buddy...,, Thank you soo much for your friendship...,,i'm really sorry if I've ever hurt u in any way, I really didn't mean it...cuma aku kadang2 sensitif x bertempat...tp aku tahu ko sgt memahami....sbb 2 aku syggg ko! ^_^

Kaisar yg x penah berhenti menegur aku "Ooi Syed..",,walaupn kepalamu sering kali botak dan menyibuk di mana2, namun ko ttp x di lupakan....

Kpd ahli set2 "COMPANY" yg telah ditinggalkan,, Rahim, Ayie, Celak, Hakir, Bick, Opie n laen2..korg pn bnyk tolong aku,,thanks a lot k !!! ^_^

Kejap, knp ada prince lalan???

X lupe jugak pada kawan2 lama yg masih segar dlm ingatan...."Abg Odean",,Nadia,,

N kawan2 yg jrg2 dpt aku hangout bersama,,Anas,,Lis,,Dekwan,,wanshah n laen2,, uolz ttp da best...da vogue....

Finally, something specially dedicated for my friends telah sempat di hasilkan dalam bln Ramadhan yg mulia ini...
Jd sblm Ramadhan melabuhkan tirainya, Sebelum Syawal menyingsing tiba,,ribuan ampun dan maaf di pohon dan di pinta, andai ada terkasar bahasa, tersilap bicara...Bersedialah utk beraya!!!
^_~

FreE lanCe PhotosHooT...haha...

2009-09-08T05:18:00.000-07:00

Hari nie penat2 aku bersiap2 nk g class, bley plak class cancel!!! N the worst part is, kitorg dh duk dlm kelas pn masa 2! X de org pn yg bg tahu kelas cancel!! Geram betol...
Naseb baek kami bertiga masa tu, Aku, Kim n Nor...so x la saket ati sgt...kebetulan plak the next class kt tingkat atas je, so kitorg pn fikir la ape nk buat....sdg Nor sibuk melukis, aku n kim pn sibuk la berposing bagai, menangkap gambar masing2....haha...seronok jugak.....
Inilah hasil kebosanan kami ptg td....

Pas abis class Major Crop ngan Mdm Fara kitorg yg chantek tu td, kitorg pn g la bazaar seperti kebiasaannya...dan menu yg sama, NASI KERABU+DAGING OPOR...haha...sem nie la baru aku pandai makan nasi kerabu nie lepas terpengaruh ngan rumate2 aku nie, kalo x, x de maknanya.... bnyk jugak aku bli ari nie, naseb baek abis sume....hahaha....

Dan, aku x akan makan kt Lazaria lg!!! Mknan x sedap langsung! Uwek!

Tambah menyeronokkan, kitorg dpt info, kelas MGT esok di batalkan sbb lecturer g Shah Alam!!! Best nye! Means, kelas kitorg start kul 4 ptg!! haha...Luv u Pak Jamal,,"apa itu...???"

My Baby ME....

2009-09-06T12:21:00.000-07:00

Pada yg kenal aku, especially my friends yg x penah tgk gambar aku masa baby, inilah AKU...
Cute x...? Huhu....

Gambar nie ditangkap masa umur aku 3 bulan,

aku ske sgt scenery gambar ni.., sesuai ngan jiwa aku...siap pose baring2 atas bulu2 gitu....haha...very the "me"...

Gambar nie jugak lah yg diposkan ke jepun untuk tatapan kak long ku 20 tahun lepas...bnyk nostalgia....

Balik Kampus plak!!!

2009-09-06T11:19:00.000-07:00

Hadoi...tgh seronok2 duk umah, dh kena balik kampus plak...penat2...
tp x pe, seminggu lebih je!!! Lepas 2, CUTI RAYA lah!!!!

Tp x pe la, at least matlamat2 aku untuk balik kg nie dh tercapai, :-
1. beli baju melayu
2. beli baju kasual tuk raya
3. berbuka bersama family
4. jalan2 kt bandar bulan pose

Ari khamis nie ada test costing...Adoiii...lecturer aku, Mdm. Laila mesti expect something impressive dr aku...mcm 2 jugak expectation kwn2 n coursemate aku yg laen...

Penat la sbnrnye...cuba jd yg terbaek, buat yg terbaek...nasib baik buat masa nie aku berjaya skor, tp kalo x cm ne...?
Aku dh penah hampakan family aku skali,,dn aku x nk ulangi lagi kesilapan bodoh yg plg besar dlm kehidupan aku 2...

Jd satu tekanan yg besar bg aku bila fikir org akn pandang rendah n memperlekehkan aku....dah la aku ni muke jantan tp feeling kakak2...taste kt jantan sana, feeling kat jantan sini...kalo result x meletup, mana nk letak muke aku nie...? Haa? Sape nk jawab? Hanjing2 kat luar sane nk jawab??? yg duk menyalak laung nama aku...? yg carut hauk aku?

So, kesimpulannye, aku kena la tabahkan hati n srtruggle sekuat boleh...nk berubah apakan daya, tuhan je yg tau susahnye...so, biar aku idup ngan cara aku, n korg ngan cara korg. Jgn kaco idup aku...

Raya dh dekat !!!

2009-09-06T00:11:00.000-07:00

Smlm aku g shopping sesorg je kt bandar Segamat...naek motor abg aku yg penuh tanah akibat accident melanggar anjing....haha...
Terpaksa cr baju raya sbb abang aku kata baju yg elok2 kt kedai yg aku slalu beli sume dh habis...
2 la,... mak aku suh tempah baju aku lengah2 kan, dah la kain dpt percuma(Cendera hati dr Unit Landskap kt majlis Daerah...^_^, rindu staf2 kt situ...)
So, tanpa melengahkan masa aku menuju ke Nagoya di Bandar Utama, destinasi feveret untuk baju raya, coz kat situ baju die cantik, harga pn sgt berpatutan....so, akak yg keje kat situ menunjukkan aku baju yg tinggal, antara yg sedikit yg tinggal tu, aku pn memilih baju melayu cekak musang berwarna ala-ala indigo (biru gelap)...first time aku bli baju raya warna biru tau....(naseb baek mak aku ske, sbb cost di tanggung oleh beliau!)
Ni gambar aku ngan baju raya tahun lepas....

2009-09-06T00:03:00.000-07:00

Aku ske sgt tgk cite anime Fruits Basket....
cite tu memaparkan terlalu bnyk perkara yg membabitkan emosi manusia....
hubungan kekeluargaan...persahabatan...keyakinan...ketakutan...rasa rendah diri....simpati...cinta...
terlalu bnyk perkara yg boleh aku kaitkan dgn diri aku.....
aku belajar mengharungi kehidupan dgn lebih tabah melalui cite 2.....
So, sape yg blum tgk 2, cpt2 la tgk ye! especially bdk2 pompuan...mesti ske pnye lah....

Balik umah!

2009-09-05T22:56:00.000-07:00

Wah seronoknyer bulan2 pose nie dpt duk umah...walaupn utk sekejap...
Nasib baik Pahang ambik cuti Nuzul Quran...dpt jugak aku merasa 3 ari duk umah....
Menghilangkan segala stress yg ku alami di kampus...ahaks...Mane x stress, dgn kelasnye, kuiz nye, test nye, assignment nye, field training lg dgn batas2 yg hancus di pijak lembu...ish2...menanges di buatnye...naseb baek bln pose...sabor je la...

Selain itu, susah nk cope ngan keaadaan emosi yg x menentu di kampus...
Mane2 aku pegi nmpk je muke j**t#n yg aku penah taste suatu masa dulu 2...
Rinser di buatnye...mau x nye, kalo nmpk aku je, buat muka ala2 binatang tenuk, rasa nk lempang je muke die...Wei binatang, ko hengat aku heran sgt ngan ko? Aku x rugi ape2 la! Aku nie dh kira baek sgt! Aku tolong kau dulu2 tu pun sbb aku kesian, takot ko smpi repeat plak satu paper. 2 pn nyaris2.....

Bdk2 kt kampus aku nie pn satu hal...
Suke ati aku la nk kawan ngan bapuk ke, mak hayam ke, korg ape susah?
Ade aku kaco idup ko? Wei, matey la idop ko! Ade aku kesah! Ada 2 yg muke da la mcm binatang babi, bodoh plak 2, ada ati nk carut2 kn aku...kesian ko jd manusia...sedey...

Just tryin out....

2009-06-23T18:30:00.000-07:00

Ok, I'm writing this blog cuz I'm damn bored in the office...finding files, arranging them, doing inventories n reports n photostating n printing...n bla bla bla....
Thank God my practical are gonna end this week...Boy! Am I glad or what?!
Enough of my boring practical life, Let's talk bout sumthin else...
I am very happy with my final exam result! Eventhough it's not "4 flat", still I got Dean's List with GPA of 3.79 and I consider that as an achievement! (since I hardly really study last sem...^_^)
And as results have came out, my practical is ending as usual new semester is beginning...Sigh....
I am very excited to start out new n learn new stuffs but going back to campus life after 2 whole months of livin in my hometown...Urgh...that's not fun!